Idiocracy 101
I really don’t want to share my academic life because I’m afraid some people would judge and it’s just effin’ boring to talk about. I mean, Tumblr’s a cool site for cool posts (not really, crappy mostly).
When my first semester started, I have this mindset of not being in the Dean’s Lister. I know that’s kinda weird but yes, I told myself not to be this “grade conscious” like I was back in high school. I study but I don’t push myself hard. Also, if I become a part of the list my parents will be expecting a lot from me…again.
There was this time that I went nuts on my quiz because I didn’t take it seriously. I mean, I was reading every thing while I am studying but I am not digesting every single piece of information like I was supposed to. And I feel shit for not really “studying”.
This is like very embarrassing but I have to post my grades here in my blog to evaluate myself and to give this post its sense.
When I saw my grades, I felt this urge to cry. But my tears didn’t fall. But my body was really bothered, I mean, ugh how will I explain this. The feeling that you wished you didn’t see it, but too bad you did, rushed through my veins.
Two 3.0, myUSTe’s not yet updated but yes I have two 3.0 and one fucking 2.75 which is kinda the same with 3.0. Seeing this over again still makes me upset. I used to have “As” on my class card.
But please putangina, 2.25 on English is not really acceptable! I hate this English-accent substitute professor who sent me out. And mind you that was the highest!
I hit the bottom, fellas! This is like a wake-up call, and me taking back what I said that I don’t wanna be in the Dean’s Lister. I don’t know but this motivated ne to be “in” the Dean’s Lister. And this made me realize that this is not me, I didn’t meet my own standards as a student. And frankly, I’ll say that I failed my first semester.
It was a major disappointment for me, that my grades are like this. So I think next semester, I’ll be this “grade conscious” once again. I’m so determined right now to be on top, not for my parents but for myself.
Don’t judge. Engineering pa naman ako tapos ang hina ko, fuck yeah!
P.S.
Because of that INC, I was transferred to another section which I don’t know why. New set of people to adjust with, but I think I can manage. I’m quite sad though. And “Idiocracy” is not a word.
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japhett said:
Kaya yan, bawi pa! :)
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vintagewonderland said:
Main reason why your grades are like this: Engineering ka! :)) Don’t be so hard on yourself. :) Halos pareho tayo ng grade sa drawing lol. Cheer up! Let this be a motivation. ;) >:D<
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pedobrends said:
Aw bb, nasobrahan. :(
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aisnes said:
Hoy bakit ka na-INC!
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